i am a very fucked up little girl.
really, i think i may a sex addiction or something. i act like horney 15 year old boy whos only goal in life is getting laid, and once he has convinced some poor girl to let him have some P and V action, he wants it constantly and is ready to go at any moment.
that 15 year old boy is ME. minus the weridness.
maybe
but really, i had sex on my couch this morning while my best friend slept on the other end of the same couch (its a very large sectional, in case you were wondering how that worked out). WHO DOES THAT. I AM AN ADULT, I SHOULD BE ABLE TO CONTROL MYSELF, AND KNOW THAT THERE ARE BOUNDAIRES THAT MUST BE TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION. Seriously. so bad. and of course we got caught...kind of.
anyways lets talk about some less awkward things..

went to some social at dylan's last night. i was very drunk before we even left my place, but it went well. minus the awkward run in with some guys from high school, esp the one dude whos younger then i am, and works at the gas station i go to all the time. yeah it was awkward. i was standing at the bar waiting for drinks, and he comes up behind me and were talking blah blah blah and me, being me, tries to understand whats going on, but can't, and then makes some stupid comment about being drunk, and he laughs and asks me how drunk i am, and i reply with "fucking very", as the boy passes me, not only another drink, but a shot as well. oops. whatever people that i went to high school with clearly had no idea what a shit head i was, and still am, and i like it that way.

p.s
i frogot how aweosome the bill and ted movies are. excellent adventure wins though.

I think I might hate LJ.
I miss GJ, and haven't bloged since then.
I feel old and stupid blogging.
Whatever.
(actually i'm bloggin a bit on blogger, and on here for reasons i don't really understand.)